I think the second picture is my favourite picture of me so far ^_^
I’m still unsure how I send a message to anonymous… do I shout out the window? or maybe post on 4chan?
pretty shit to be honest x I’ve cried every day last week except for Friday and everyday the week before that except for Tuesday.
I’ve lost a fair bit of weight but I’m slowly putting it back on… my BMI is around 15.6 x I’ve stopped throwing up and being ill so that’s a bonus x
urmmm I went to the local pharmacist and picked me up some diphenhydramine Hydrochloride sleeping tablets and they seam to be working for now, they are behind the counter but they work so I’m rather pleased x
Really need to stop moping around though and get back to doing some work.. been holding it off all week, I really miss Djen.. my ex… I just loved her company.. more than I realised but hey… I’ve gotta move on and learn how to be independent right!?
Yes I have, I wish black men would stop asking me if I have or have not and if I would consider it… It’s come to a point where the black people are the ones who are being most racist to their own race.
Of course I’ve been with a black guy, why would I even need to consider or not consider it… how racist do you think people are where you think they need to consider whether or not they would ‘be’ with a black guy.. I couldn’t give a shit what colour you are.
Maybe I’m wrong, maybe you have to ask if I would or would not consider being with a black man because there is still racism out in the world today, but it’s not going to stop unless you start considering the possibility that you are just the same as the white man
A white guy wouldn’t ask me ‘would you consider being with a white guy’ because it seams too obvious of an answer… so why isn’t the question ‘would you consider being with a black guy’ any different?
Dunno just my view on it… of course I’ve been with a black guy… but It really wasn’t any different than being with anyone else…. Although yes… they have big cocks most of the time ;)
Had some fun today =3